Christian Edward White

1993 - 1994
LocationCardiff
Age0
Cause of DeathCot Death/Sudden Infant Death Syndrome
Date of Birth16/05/1993
Date of Death1994
Visitors647 since 06/05/2009
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You were born too soon, at 27 weeks you and your twin brother Leon decided you wanted to meet me sooner rather than later so along you came, you were both so tiny and both had underdeveloped lungs, we were told you had an 80 per cent chance of survival,good odds really. You were both fighters and grew stronger every day with little blips along the way.Your brother Leon although the smaller of the two of you grew stronger a lot quicker than you and was allowed home from hospital when he was 4 months old, he came home and thrived but you had to be given oxygen 24 hrs a day and had to stay in hospital another 3 months, when eventually you came home you still had to have oxygen but we had you both together along with your older brother Rhys, little did we know that after a few weeks you would be taken from us suffering a cot death. What a cruel blow after you fought so hard to stay with us. We only had a few short weeks together as a family, I did not know then how precious that time was going to be. I fed you in the early hours of Feb 2nd 1994 and put you back to sleep in your cot, little did I know then it would be a sleep forever. I went to wake you later for a feed but you had grown your angel wings and gone.
Next week is your 16th birthday and your brother Leon is now a young man and when I see him celebrating his birthday there is always a sadness because you are not there with him celebrating together, we visit your grave often and talk of you every day to your younger brothers and sisters as well as your older brother.
Please Christian look over your twin brother Leon as he is at this moment in time in need of some guidance and love, Im sure you will look out for him and protect him from any harm.
We all love and miss you so much angel, many hugs and kisses from all of us, and enjoy your birthday up there in the clouds, im sure our relatives who have passed since you are looking after you.
Love you loads Babe, see you when I grow my angel wings and we will celebrate together forever.
Lots of love and hugs. Mum Andrew, and all your brothers and sisters, Nan Grampy, Aunties and uncles.

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Christian you are missed every day and every night well my son as you know i became a grandmother just befor xmas and Faith is just beautiful everyday is diffrent but i get through i say good morning and goodnight to you and wish i could see your beautiful face i look at your photo everyday and miss you more and more i love you my son and miss you more. XXXXX

Susan Crates (Mum)

1 week ago

Happy Birthday

Today is your 18th birthday but you are not here to celebrate it with us so we send all the birthday wishes up to heaven above. We miss you every day but know that you are watching over us Happy Birthday my angel here is a kiss from us XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Love you and miss you love Mum,Andrew,Rhys,Leon,Tyler,Trudi,Sion,Chelsea Till we meet again my son you are always in our hearts and thoughts XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Susan Crates (Mum)

May 16, 2011

Happy Birthday In Heaven - by Winnie Lovett

"Happy Birthday Christian"
It's sure to be the best one yet,
Though you left us here behind.
Did you think that we'd forget?

Your cake this year, will surely be,
A beauty to behold.
With the icing made of Silver,
And the candles made of Gold.

Yes, your birthday in Heaven,
Will be such a grand affair.
And I know you'll look so lovely,
With a halo in your hair.

The Angels will come from everywhere,
To sing your birthday song.
And I know they'll be so happy,
That you've joined, God's Happy Throng.

No I can't send a card this year,
Or give a gift so fine.
So I'll just send a special prayer,
To that wonderful Son of yours.

Copyright of Winnie Lovett

Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good

In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still

In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child

In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still

In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then

In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

Caroline Ramshaw

May 16, 2010

allways in my heart

hi christian im your cousin darky well i didnt really know you very well as i didnt get the chance as i was a small boy but what i can remember was just two small twins really cute and fragile. as i was young i never really got told alot but what i did get told was you had gone to play with the angels.i hope ur looking after all the small children as u was one once well kid i got a small special girl now so i hope ur that guardian angel on my shoulder take care kid untill we meet again all my love darky shelly chardelle and rochelle xxx p.s you will allways be in my heart

Richard Price

June 16, 2009

Think of you always

We are all think of you never have you left or heart's. I no you would of had a great birthday if you were still here with us but sadly he could'nt wait no longer for you,you were such a lovely baby i bet you make a hansome angle now you are 16. think of you alway your loving family, cousins Lisa,Steven and family, Darky,Shelly and girl, Angela,Brian and family, scrappy,auntie Heather and uncle Gareth, Nanny Rose and Grampy Rod

Lisa Price

June 16, 2009

Happy Birthday Christian

When you hear an Angel softly whisper to you,
In the light of the day, or the darkness of the night.
When you feel the presence of an Angel caress you,
And see their beautiful wings spread in graceful flight.

When something inside you just makes you smile,
Or you feel a warmth suddenly wash over your heart.
When your dreams are beautiful and include an Angel,
As you lay with your head on your pillow, in the dark.

When you're alone, and everything is quiet around you,
Yet you can hear the sweetest lullaby being sung.
When waking up in the morning, any troubles feel lighter,
From speaking with an Angel, before a new day has begun.

Then you know I am the Angel who you can feel and hear;
Your special Angel from Heaven who will always be so near.
I'm no longer able to be here in body, but I'm with you everyday,
As my loving heart, my soul, and my spirit, will never be far away.

Mary Webb

May 17, 2009

Happy 16th Birthday Christian,
I wish I could have got to know you better but your passing was so unexpected it never happened.
It would have been great to have had you at my flat on weekends like I did with your twin brother Leon, it was a great pleasure to have him and would have been double the pleasure having the two of you.
We will meet again one day and I hope you are there at heavens door to meet me.
Have a wonderful birthday party with all the angels up there.
We are all thiking of you on this special day.xxx
Leeanne Evans

Susan Crates (Mum)

May 17, 2009

A Birthday In Heaven - Author Unknown

I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.

You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.

God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).

Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.

There is a birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.

I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play the fool
And sleep in Angel’s wings.

But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

i never new you at all but i have of all the happyness you braughgt this family and how you made your mums life light up there is alot of things i would still like to have got to know about you but god needed someone to help him so unfortunately he chose you and i hope throughout all that has happened i hope you have the best birthday ever andbe happy playing thoses games with those other children and we all love you and miss u so much goodnight sleep tight and we will see u soon godbless LAURA,DAWN,MICHAEL and KYLE XX

Susan Crates (Mum)

May 16, 2009
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